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Post by Nephallim on Mar 18, 2006 13:16:18 GMT -5
Frustration
Corrosive, Hungry
Consuming, Victimizing, Radiating
My Own Wall of Fury
Burning, Dominating, Humiliating
Sustaining, Destructive
Rage I identify The things that eat at me My own little flaws The things you want bad They come with a heavy price Feminine embrace Sometimes I feel as if I'm falling, My world rushing to its end. I curse those deaf to Angel's calling, As I try to comprehend. You are in the way Standing astride the hallway Your words are useless Everyone judges the other, Dictating people's worth. Hateful feelings smother, The world's meaning: Dirth. The endless clamor The world's white noise America's voice |
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Post by Nephallim on Mar 22, 2006 22:46:57 GMT -5
...this one I wrote for Brittish Lit...
"Viscious Cycle of Heartbreak"
-George Michael Truran
A boy sits alone in a park,
watching the sky blue as heartbreak.
He waits for the scarlet blood of his life,
to bleed down his shirt, his chest an empty cavity.
A girl walks home, her hand covered in gore,
her mind singing infatuation.
Two blocks down a heart sizzles in the July sun,
discarded and unwanted.
A man sits on the edge of his bed,
phone held to his ear with religious reverence.
His heart soars like an Angel of highest heaven,
than sinks like a fiend of blackest despair, his call unanswered.
A flirt dances to throbing music,
oblivious to the viscious cycle of emotional wreckage.
Unaware of the chances destroyed by her stray glance,
her head empty, devoid of higher meaning.
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Post by Myridd on Mar 22, 2006 23:15:52 GMT -5
Unforgiveable
You were part of the family,
but you still touched me
in a way I'll never forget...
For years I fought to hide my tears
I didnt want them to know why
I dreaded seeing your car in the drive.
Around other people you were a saint,
but when alone,you're discipline went to far.
I never liked you, you were awful to me.
You said I deserved the things you did,
that I got what was coming to me.
I didnt deserve to feel afraid...
You turned my pain into your pleasure.
I didnt deserve you.
Five years ago it ended
I cried out to the world, you left.
Five years since, the scars havent faded.
and I know, they never will.
Unforgiveable.
Gabrielle Rebecca Crawford
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Post by Myridd on Mar 22, 2006 23:16:33 GMT -5
Dated a Year Ago
Those letters I found, dated a year ago...
I wish I hadn't read them
I wish they were never written
They were all in girlish hand
on purple paper with loopy letters
I just sat there in shock
reading the words " I love you"
that were scrawled on every page.
Now I sit and wonder, my heart in tatters
how long were you together...
holding, kissing, and loving each other
when you had told me, so convincingly...
that your heart was mine?
Gabrielle Rebecca Crawford
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Post by Myridd on Mar 22, 2006 23:17:30 GMT -5
You made me so happy
You made me so Happy,
that I could fly.
You filled my heart with joy,
just by saying my name.
I went flying through the air
the moment you looked my way.
I remember smileing when you would call,
happy just to hear your voice.
But now that's gone
and you don't call.
And I've forgotten how to fly.
Maybe someday I'll fly again,
and you will watch me soar,
regretting that you let me go.
Gabrielle Rebecca Crawford
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Post by Myridd on Mar 22, 2006 23:18:40 GMT -5
Watching Me, Loving You
All the laughter,
all those smiles,
everything we had,
except those precious memories,
disappeared after one phrase,
and many, many tears.
That one night on the phone,
you broke my heart
when you said it was over.
I've never cried so much,
never cried more than I did for you.
You left me there
crumbled on the floor
to feel the pain when I dream.
I wanted to shout out
to the world that I've been hurt,
but I didn't,
because you where there,
Watching me, Loving you.
Gabrielle Rebecca Crawford
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Post by Myridd on Mar 22, 2006 23:19:45 GMT -5
I can't have you, because I love you
I can't have you because I love you
and you love me too...
My heart hurts as I linger close
yet if I step away, it breaks
Im in an awkward situation...
Do I run, or do I stay?
I love you
and I want you
but I can't have you
Yet... I cant leave you.
It would be so easy to give in
and ask you to leave her for me,
But I wont. I just can't.
Because though I love you,
I love her, she's like a sister...
so therefore... I love you...
but I can't have you because I do.
You see, If I didnt... I would just take it.
But.. I want more. I want you...
this should be easy... it's not. I'm sorry..
Gabrielle Rebecca Crawford
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Post by Myridd on Mar 22, 2006 23:22:10 GMT -5
All those poems were written by yours truly, some in my more darker days. ^_^ Not all of them are from real life experience, so don't think I have major problems, alright? You can find those, and some others I will post on a different thread, at Poetry.com by doing a search for Crawford, Gabrielle. Some have been published by Poetry.com, but I don't remember which ones. I know " Watching me, Loving You" Was the first one I had published.
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